And because I can't afford to buy a car, maybe it's because the company is too close to home, maybe it's because it's hot, maybe it's because I have too much free time at work.
I am currently in a state of slacking off, working only half a day. I go to the company or project in the morning, sign some documents, walk around the building, chat with colleagues, and then go home for lunch.
After that, I spend the whole afternoon playing games and picking up my second child from school.
I avoid socializing as much as possible, and I never drink more than necessary. I never initiate gatherings.
To the point where now I need someone to tell me which leader's house I should go to, I have no thoughts of making any progress...
Sigh, I need to pull myself together.